Hmmm! things never seem to get simpler-everything is so damn complicated, from school to the fewest people you hold dear to your life. When one thing seems to end another crops up. Maybe that`s what makes living worthwhile. No matter what you do it never seems good enough. There would always be something acting the part of quick sand. When the sun sets you would dear to think that all the days downs would go with it-but ney.
Things look rosy on the outside but full of thorns as you go deeper. Things are never as simple as elementary math. What is solved yesterday would come today more complicated than it was.You pull yourself out of wet mad but the minute you reach half way done you realise you are half way undone.
NOBODY not even the angels have it easy! its like feeling a puzzle with pieces that don`t fit. The fitting parts are out of your reach. Even when you get one it occurs that it is not the piece that would lead you to the next task.
Why is the concept of utopia not achievable. Or maybe am asking the wrong questions approaching the situation from a difficult approach. At most times I miss that one man who`s approach to life was simple not made up of differential equations that always leave an unknown factor to fill in. Hope before he had gone he would have given me his simple 1+1=2 equation or so it seemed.
What is the purpose of worry when what you are worrying about has its own worries. Why carry a burden that gets heavier with every step. It may seem as the sentiments of a quitter but why?
Could really use a wish right now. Get his answer to this infinite questions. It is all a mess. Why give a damn? Why care? Live it as it comes and if screws you you can screw back and when you done you bolt it up. To be continued..........
