Tuesday 16 August 2011

DOCUMENT V; FOOLISH WISDOM

With every journey their must be a destination but mine seems not in the horizon. It seems the answers that one seeks most are out of reach or is it that you are blinded by your foolish wisdom that they just are beyond you.
Sometimes I would wish to go back to the 1960`s in Rhode Island and for the next 25years be confined all alone maybe then my mind would become clear and I would have a perfect score in life`s exam. But such again would require a man with a strong will and purpose, one who has already found himself and has defined his purpose in the great design of the world. A man who has already answered his lifes questions! Again a foolish wisdom.
You would think of climbing Mt. Everest but you haven`t conquered your own fence. Many at times we are told to aim at the sky and land on the moon but we can`t figure out our way to the sky! Many things are still parables and riddles things that were said by our forefathers passed to us by our fathers without any of them understanding what they were saying. It riddled them also; hoping that by them telling us, due to our perceived advancements, we would decipher
I heard murmurs that the naked mind of man can`t comprehend what is in the great scriptures but only through the help of a higher power. That we must  quest for the depth in our thought not from our own understanding but from the Almighty one. How many can find Him?Where? It creates a web of infinite questions that are answered by those questions.Again foolish wisdom.  
All this wisdom ,intellect that man presumes to have and unbound, is all a mirage, a way of man comforting himself that he undestands. Even of all that I have written now could be but foolish wisdom!